Gods it’s weird right?

I’m asking myself if the pain ever goes away, and I don’t think it does… but then does that mean we just become so used to it, that we eventually callas our heart to prevent the pain from breaching? Do we just become to used to the longing and hurt that it becomes second nature and is able to be just apart of us? If I’m able to trick myself into being over the pain you caused, why can’t I trick myself into being over the love you lied about? Gahhhh questions upon questions and unfortunately I’ll never be able to know or understand. I don’t know anything, and I’m starting to really know I’ll never know anything.