Oh wow, we getting started?
I guess so huh? Yeah I think this is gonna mark my return, maybe not like THE return I’m wanting, but a return none-the-less. After all, if we constantly chased for perfection, our feet would be worn to the pavement before we even started step 2. So Maybe I’ll start with some like, small-ish general update here as I build the site up and get the backlog started. If you’ve accidently stumbled your way here, interesting… how so? If you are someone that once knew me, then maybe this can answer some questions mayhaps.
First and Formost, Hai, it’s nice to meet you, I’m Goblynx Joestar, Nonbinary Transfemme rocking the She/They Pronouns. I survived in the Midwest in my youth, but I call Portland (Oregon) home, and that’s actually kind of wild to say. Home. See… I never belonged in the midwest, I never was wanted there. Queer, Trans, Poly, Autistic, Nonconformist…. shit wasn’t made for someone who doesn’t meet the mores of the land. And finally after 7 states, many abusers, many houses and street benches, many broken hearts, shattered minds, and bloodied razors later, I found a place I feel I belong and can thrive. And thriving is such an odd word to use, because on paper I kind of…. haven’t? But in comparasson to before, I am on top of the world!
See while I may have been homeless these last 15 months, bounced from an abuser to an abuser, forced to be apart of programs not meant for me, I… I survived and made it. I managed to have the strongest footing in my recovery ever. I managed to learn things about myself, like I have values, and am valued. Hell I’ve helped with a discord community over 1k people strong since coming out here. I… I’m doing it! Despite the cards stacked against me, I managed to get my Certified Recovery Mentor and Peer Support Specialist certificates, get back in college (I am killing my first term back btdubs), and focus on healing and finding myself. Oh and the art!
I’ve learned to make animations on my own!!! I’ve been practicing drawing almost everyday for almost a year now, I even managed to replace some of the items I had ot leave behind when Missouri passed the anti trans laws. But, and I really hope if anyone is reading this, it’s you Shooting Star, I managed to cross bucket list items off. I got my first TWO tattoos (last Saturday!!) An Umbreon with a dark souls aesthetic, and my birthmark. I have a lot more on the list obvys, but… I… I’m doing Shooting Star. Despite the abuse Harry put me through, that most recent torment…. I’m here, I’m alive, I’m doing it. Thank you, thank you for reading, and if you are there, thank you for showing me what love is suppose to be. I’m gonna try and do my best to keep up on this blog thingy and this website thingy, but no promises. Next steps are the Twitch, TikTok, and then…. YouTube.
